Wednesday, April 12
boohooo. - Wednesday, April 12, 2006
music blasting in my ears; song on the radionick; keLLy!~*
sub-nick; if i suddenly d/c in the middle of our conver, SORRY!
boooos.
been MIA for 2 days.
and it's 19 days to MID YEAR EXAMS.( blah!)
i was reading thru my paper diary yesterday.
flipping pages.
heck, i've really changed so much.
i looked thru the book with a permanent disgusted expression on my face.
i despise how i used to be.
it's truly amazing that even though i was an implusive, indecisive, naive bitch,
dams and sam still stood by me.
THEY HAVE LONG WON MY RESPECT.
ryan allowed me to look at life from a simpler prespective.
allowed me to see that there are two sides to a mountain.
and i still dun get how an ah beng like him can communicate with me.
i listened to a cd i made for myself when i was experiencing one of my worst break-ups ever.
i realised i really loved him SO much.
how i used to be fully committed and not be afraid that he'd never leave me.
how naive i was.
and that was more than a yr ago,
thankfully, we haven't lost each other's friendship.
and now there's another that makes me feel the same way.
what am i to do.
should i even risk tearing up our friendship again?
kel